One is the lonliest number.

I'm feeling lonely today. It's been about a week since I've been by myself and I'm not quite adjusted to it yet. I suppose it'll be easier later. I want it to be next year now. I'm a little impatient. I'm not looking forward to all of the holiday crap this year at all. It'll bring up too many bad memories of last year and it'll be miserable. I won't even have enough money to practice retail therapy!
Yeah yeah, poor me...I know that sounds a little pathetic. But I'm working on saying what I feel and right now, that's how I feel.